Fell off Wagon

Okay, well I fell off the wagon tonight, about 15 minutes ago. I was feeding Sophie her bedtime feed and she was sounding like a pug dog, but still able to feed. Even after I stopped feeding her she was still breathing like that, so I 'extracted'. I got it very quickly and her breathing was much better afterwards, but I know that I'm justifying. (One last justification...she didn't even get that mad). Recovery is a process. Hello, my name is Mommy and I'm a baby nose-picker. Back to zero clean days.